I'm exhausted, but in a nice, content way. I am so thankful not to have a Friday class again. That means I have a four-day weekend ahead of me to do the homework I have, as well as re-charge myself. I also really need to do some cleaning in my room; things are piling up and driving me nuts. My brother just did his once a year cleaning of his room, I swear the dust was about two inches thick. How he can live that way is beyond me. He doesn't even sneeze because of it. The very thought of how unclean his room gets makes me want to polish mine into a glittering gem of cleanliness.
I had started to let my calories drift downwards again, so I am trying to make sure to eat more. I got really upset about having to even bother with all of this yesterday morning when my dad took my lunch without my knowledge. I went to pack it and it was just gone. I started to cry on the kitchen floor, and felt very alone because my dad had left for work and everybody else was asleep. I wish it weren't so hard to just get something else to eat, instead of feeling I need to only eat whatever it is I planned on. I wish a lot of things though. Life is life, I am what I am. What I am is not going to change overnight just because I wish it would. Oh well, I talked it over with my dad and he was sincerely sorry and promised not to do it again, at least not without asking me first. So that should not be an issue again.
Hope everyone is well!
Love, Colette
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